February 13, 2008

          In today's class we watched a short film by Tony Ousler. The piece of creepy, yet I really enjoyed it. His film was not that well crafted; however, the thought put into was intelligent. He made me think that I could be able to do this identity project, the one I have been ignoring for weeks. Your identity is hard to define and to define it in a piece of artwork seems impossible to me. I'm really having a struggle with this. I've lived an ordinary life and I feel like nothing dramatic has happened to me, or anything worth putting into artwork. I've come across ideas, about my dream to play soccer in college, which was crushed because I had mono my senior year. My grandfather's recent surgery. My phobia of needles. How I laugh too much sometimes. I don't know. I guess I need to stop writing and think some more!